First and foremost, I think I did well with what I was referring to here. Several things happened after that, and they happened fast.
I asked for signs and I was given some. Now, the ball is in my hands and I know what needs to be done. And soon, next week soon. But for now, I think it's better to try to not think about it (which is damn difficult) and enjoy the weekend. Hopefully.
P.S. I'll go shopping. It takes my mind off a lot of things.